I had been going through the past years feeling rejected. I felt rejection everywhere I’d go. It felt like I didn’t belong. I left my former church Anglican because I felt I didn’t belong ended up at Watoto. I often felt like I didn’t fit in. I even failed to continue with home Cell because I felt out of place Like I don’t belong. I had started ministry in the Watoto Market Place Ministry, I felt like I didn’t belong and failed to continue.

The feeling of rejection is so real. Rejection is a serious bondage I would go to church and look for a place to hide and cry because I felt rejection. I would dress in the most odd clothes you could think because of that feeling of Rejection. I remember one Sunday I went to Church dressed in a pair of Jeans and a black hoodie and slides.

I went to Watoto Church Ntinda I disappeared from him to sit somewhere because we had a fight and I felt that feeling bro it hit me in the middle of service and I was just crying the entire Service. and went home and what’s worse is that I didn’t know what to do with that feeling, the feeling of rejection.

I started a Job at NBS but people used to take me unserious and it would hurt me but I would conceal that feeling. I felt rejected by my parents even when they didn’t but me I carried that feeling around me for so many years like 8 years everyday everywhere.

I left and I started working at NRG and it got worse. I had a boss lady who was great, her name is Monica but every time she would try to correct me I would feel that Spirit take over me and I’d cry, I was always like the odd man out always. when everyone dressed well or enjoyed the party, I was somewhere being a loner because I felt I didn’t belong.

I love Monica for one thing, she never gave up on me. She kept on pushing me telling me to concentrate, she taught me with her own hands and every other day, she didn’t stop pushing me until I got to a point and I just learned how to deal with that feeling.

I got to a point and I mastered how to cover up that feeling by dressing nicely wear make up to conceal it but after Church I would come home sleep on a tinny bed on the floor and cry myself to sleep.

My partner never gave up, he just stood through it all and he kept on telling me one day, it will pass and every day I woke up hoping it would go away but I’d look at myself and feel it.

7th Jan 2025 I was fasting and Praying and during the afternoon Service, I came with my own Prayer Points until Ps Paul towards the end when he was saying Wait for the Holy Spirit. After he said, some of you have been dealing with the Spirit of Rejection. I want you to know that Jesus has taken it away. I broke in thanks giving and started imagining, how long I have carried this burden all the things I have been through the interviews I failed to attend because of rejection.

You remember the woman in the Bible who had been bleeding for 12 years and after touching the hem of Jesus she was healed. That relief is what I felt. Jesus told me how you feel right now is exactly how she felt.

I thank God for delivering me today.