Nothing my friends hurts more than pouring your heart to someone who doesn’t want you or someone whom circumstances and conditions or situations forced them to be with you. One of the things I regret doing in my life is giving my whole self to someone and you know, that’s what true love requires and that is what true love is but let me tell you the pain and burden that comes with it is extremely unbearable.
What really hurts us women the most is how you reject every man keep yourself pure, chase every gift at your sweet age, just to keep yourself for this one person only for them to get into your life and crush you to unmendable pieces.
You might think you are strong, every friend will always think you are doing well, but only God the heaviness of the pain you carry. Because guess what, this is all we ever do to him. every time, we come to him only when we need something or when we want to recover from heartbreaks it’s that painful.
The deepest pain of this all is when your partner or your lover doesn’t want to be known as your partner anywhere. Can you imagine that pain for a second…
Now when it comes to Jesus we want to hide him when it comes to our work, but come to him when we are broken by the people we work for.
I write this because I personally for a long time hid my Jesus and tried to fit in but now after experiencing this I feel shame. I am crying right now, because I feel ashamed and I want to be better. I want to do better for Jesus.
God even the job I really want nor the money I really want don’t matter anymore I want to be a better friend to Jesus. I want to do things because of him and for his name’s sake. I was so angry at first but I can tell you but now, I don’t feel that way because he whispers and he says,
“I know that man has hurt you but if you truly love me, then try your best even when he makes it hard, to care for him. Do it for my sake and allow me do a good work through you.”
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